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Amber Horrox's avatar

Amazing !

Love to hear your reflections and aspects of your journey where work/chronic illness is concerned.

I retrained alongside breaking the chronic pain cycle because I had full responsibility for my mortgage (no insurance, no sick pay and no immediate family to help). Aspects of it paid off (I managed to generate an income whilst navigating becoming my own advocate and prioritising my health above even generating an income). Still, though, I went at it hustle hustle hustle, must get clients, must do all the work to attract clients and push myself far.the lockdown taught me some mighty big lessons on this (it was the 2nd time I lost my income in as many years) and I’ve eventually learned to no longer do this (found this to be a great challenge). It became clear to me a few years ago that I would never work full time again (I’m not convinced we’re meant to when you look at it from a health & life/balance perspective). Even though I’m well over 90/95% of the time I still know I won’t work beyond part time - the extra wellness gifts me the freedom to do more of what I want, what I love and a lot more of the opportunity that we convince ourselves working full time will bring (though I’ve had to make big decisions and do live life in ways many wouldn’t allow themselves to). I might do a similar blog post on this myself🙂

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Claire's avatar

Lovely to hear from you again. Fantastic that you feel ready to return at a pace that works. As a fellow workaholic (and all around throw myself 110% into everything perfectionist), I totally empathise with the need to keep yourself in check. I wish you well with it.

Out of interest what brain retraining have you been doing?

Also how did you You Tube videos feature in your work life story? I have no idea how people with long covid find the energy to research, write, film, edit and upload content.

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